Pancrea-freakin-titis

Chris has been in the hospital for 14 days battling pancreatitis. I say battling because it has been an uphill struggle from onset. He had never had this before and hopefully will never have it again. We have good days and bad days. Sadly the bad days outnumber the good at this point. He has a feeding tube in his nose, oxygen, IV Meds, and lots of tests. This will definitely be an experience that we as a family will never forget and I'm praying that we do learn something from this because at this point I'm becoming very bitter. We are exhausted, cranky, worried, and did I mention exhausted?  

Basically I just sit in his hospital room and cry all day while he sleeps. It's a pretty miserable existence. 

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